"grow a fucking brain!"
ever had someone scream that at you? yea. me neither.
realize how people are always remembering you for your mistakes or screw ups? what about those times when you didnt screw up? they dont recall that do they?
what is it that im looking/asking for? an approval? recognition for what ive done? or perhaps just the mind wondering why is it that people only remember what youve done wrong instead of what youve done right?
when i close my eyes, i could see myself in one of these scenes where we watch on tv. those where a person is standing still while everything around them just zooms in the speed of light. kinda like a scene of this stage play that i watched when i was 15. its called the beacon of light or something. it was pretty crappy for a college production. i dont know. maybe i was just trying to be smart/thought that i was smarter than that.
ever tried typing something that sounds logical with a coherence while your ears are being buried with loud music? its pretty interesting. its like your mind is being stopped at red lights every couple of seconds. hahahhaha.. mind jam. marmalade. rasberry?
as i saw your number the other day. my mind spaced out. like the image of a man-made satellite floating in space. but in reverse mode. and fast. it was pretty surreal.
im such a girl sometimes.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
no that wasnt me laughing. just tapping hard on H and A.
thats right.
you just wasted 2 minutes of your life reading this.
2 minutes.
thats right.
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