sometimes i wish i were an animal. roaming the grounds in search of what i need and only what i need - to sustain myself.
its a constant struggle to try to not give into the world - losing sight in this whirlwind. to wish for more. more even when what we already have is suffice. why are we set in such?
out of sight, out of mind.
i no longer cry over them. but its undeniable that i still yearn for them. in a way or another.
everytime i find her in this position, i just have to keep reminding myself of whats truly important.
i know that all these are just temporary.
i know but i still do otherwise. at times.
its all the devil's tests.
i wish i were a panda bear.